haiz... 2nite duno feel lk happy or not 1... when i asking about the answer she wil say duno and don wan think 1st... why wil lk wor... no need to scare ma... duno when tat she can gv me the answer... jus waiting for the happy day coming... why err i wil lk this... always oso is waiting nia... i think is not fair for me lo... many year d jus waiting but now i find out d but stil can gv me the answer... when the god will show me tat she wil answer me... why wil always gv me sad 1... why cant gv me happy... why no ppl cant help me... nan dao i hv do wat the wrong meh??? why cant gv me the chance...

i now at kb d... jus bac from kl... i duno tat i come bac i true or not? i come bac is bcos her.. wan to meet her... but i feel is not so happy lo... bcos wat ever i said wat she oso no gan jue de... wat i do is for her but i oso duno how to say d.. jus kno tat waiting for 1 day tat she got gan jue and can gv me happy.